Cant quite get how i feel into words
I just want to drink tea in bed with a bunch of blankets
Summer time sadness
I want to go home
marry someone who has a different favorite cereal than u so they wont eat all of urs
Sometimes I get so overwhelmed I want to cry, and cry I do.
Lately I’ve been a little extra emotional and today my emotions are dwindling and I’m coming back to my relatively normal state of being. i feel so loved and I just wanted to express how appreciative I am to have such a lovely group of friends,
and support system and family. I get frustrated so easily with my family and they have been the most supportive over this whole weekend.
I’m especially appreciative of my amazing, handsome, loving boyfriend, John. I feel so loved and have so much love for him and I still can’t believe I am lucky enough to have him.
All the mushy stuff aside, I feel like I’ve don’t so much this September and it only just began! Dylan, Tyler & I visited Stone barns in Tarrytown and saw some super cute animals when we didn’t get into a class we had our hopes up for.. but still a fun day!
Dylan & I visited Kykuit, the Rockefeller estate in Sleepy Hollow which was an amazing slice of history in Westchester! Such an incredible tour.
And of course I started back at school..but I got a new macbook air which is so exciting! I’m so so happy about it.
And John and I visited the Museum of Natural History and got lunch at Shake Shack which was great! <3
On a sadder note, my uncle passed away this month. I recently attended his service and got these gorgeous flowers for my aunt. With death of course comes sadness but I”m happy my uncle had a great life, I’m happy he was able to make my aunt a happy woman for 25+ years. I’m happy that he was able to give her four great kids and me, four cousins. We celebrated his life, and even though the circumstances were unfortunate, I was so happy to have all of our family together on one day and spend time together.
I’m really doing to start trying to look on the bright side more often. It will be a challenge but I think it’ll be worth it. If you, reading this take anything away from this super long post about my life, take away that goal. Look for the bright side of a situation, indulge in your ice cream, take an extra five minutes on your lunch break, spend a little more on those shoes you love, pick your neighbors flowers because they’re beautiful and you want one. Just be happy.